It's All About Trust ... The Podcast Predicament

This has been the most exasperating day.  Honestly.  I set aside all of this time to get my first Faith podcast done this weekend, and I have nothing to show for it.  Every step of the way yesterday and today, incredible obstacles.   Even this blog post.   I finished the first one, got to the spell check then the computer locked up and I lost everything in the reboot.  I tell you, it makes you wonder what you are doing when you can't get a single thing you set out to do in an entire weekend accomplished!

Oh, not that I haven't tried.  Quite the contrary.   I've probably got 10 hours worth of material on my digital recorder by now, but nothing that even closely resembles a podcast.   Thinking maybe it was all cosmic overload or interference, I even hid out in my walk-in closet today, sat on the floor and tried to record that way, but still, the obstacle, that huge point in the middle where I just get STUCK.

So, the podcast isn't going to happen this weekend as planned, and I will have to regroup and tackle it all again on another day when all of the planets aren't apparently lined up to interfere with my fine tune broadcast abilities!

Meanwhile, I will ponder the predicament of the first podcast, and try and figure out why it is that I keep getting stuck, have faced such intense opposition to this new year's resolve to forge ahead in faith no matter how steep the learning curve!   I suspect it's one part nerves, one part not knowing really, what it is I am to create in this space ...  

Well, this much I do know ... Faith is about Trust.    24/7.   Even when you are exasperated and feeling a total disconnect, it is always about Trust in Love to carry you soul and spirit, forward in light, even in the darkness.